CINERARIUM CHRONICLE

Idle

2007-07-26T15:55:00.000+05:30

Thought of writing something here many times but ending up ignoring it.Frustrating holidays ahhh enjoin it, enjoin the worst time of my life.I know this too shall pass away.Time always take it's toll out of you.Things go too far sometime then you want them to go.Better to close the old chapters of life n move on :)

Ciao
Mani Arora

Zindagi main to .....................

2007-05-21T00:21:00.000+05:30

20/05/2007 the unforgettable day of my life...............................................

Booooohooooo tried to make it special but ended up screwing everything :)

Exams

2007-04-16T21:18:00.000+05:30

well thr's one thing for sure exam's are the most boring thing in a student's life.
Nothing much happening out here. Life plays many tricks on you,and one can have no clue of what's goin to happen next.Catch ya latter.

Try to study...ehehehe...

Ciao
Mani Arora

Addicted

2007-04-15T01:59:00.000+05:30

ADDICTION

I have a addiction,
addiction of your love,
addiction to think to think about you,
addiction of your thoughts,
addiction to talk to you,
addiction of your voice,
addiction of your face,
Yes i'm addicted,
addicted to those deep eyes,
addicted to that smile,
addicted mind full of you'r memories.
i'm addicted ......................

The heart is wiser than the intellect

Ciao
Mani Arora

For my dream mate

2007-04-13T02:49:00.000+05:30

THE COLOR OF LOVE

I see the beauty of the rose,
Its fragrance fills the air;
But as I see your beauty,
The rose does not compare.
For when I see the white rose,
Like a touch of paradise;
It is only a reflection,
Of the innocence in your eyes.

And there within the pink rose,
A softness does impart;
Just like the kiss of morning dew,
And the tenderness of your heart.
I slowly turn the yellow rose,
Gaze on it for awhile,
And see the glittering brilliance,
In the sunshine of your smile.

And when I see the rose of red,
Look deep inside the bloom;
It holds a touch of tender love,
Like a beautiful sweet perfume.
I see the beauty of the rose,
Its fragrance fills the air;
I hear your laughter, see your face,
And the rose does not compare.

My dreams will never end.

Ciao
Mani Arora

Sacrifice

2007-04-13T02:30:00.000+05:30

. . . SACRIFICE . . .

The sacrifice of love we give,
Takes less and yet gives more;
An everlasting hand of love,
The heart an open door.

The willingness to give of self,
To lay down your own life;
To touch another person's heart,
In loving sacrifice.

A chance that God has given you,
To reach another soul;
Forever changed by kindness,
A life your love made whole.

For life is but a circle,
Each life part of the chain;
Each link is joined by sacrifice,
That causes man to change.

To turn and reach a hand of love,
To touch another's life;
Will cause the circle to be whole,
In loving sacrifice.

Ciao
Mani Arora

My Scrimmage

2007-04-04T01:36:00.000+05:30

"Dreams are the only thoughts which we don't have time to think during the day"

Back again with my rubbish. Life is on a highway, time passing by quickly and i find myself standing nowhere.This is the time of my life.But what future has to offer i don't know and i seriously don't know why and what i'm writing. Finally F.L.I.R.T comes to it's destination,the most incredible and passionate thing of my life.

I'm not a doubting Thomas but the McCoy is scrimmage of future that pushes me to be a slayer of my own life.

Ciao
Mani Arora

Busy

2006-10-05T06:32:00.000+05:30

Busy busy busy it's all i can say for now .Well i'm taking online apti test,studing computer hardware,databases,c,c++ duh!!.I'm writting only for relaxing a bit, so don't worry it will end too soon than you expected.I'm preparing for a placement test actually.Let's see what the result will be ?
So time to go now, a lot of work still left.

Take care

A.D.I.O.S

Mani Arora

The same old rime

2006-10-03T07:15:00.000+05:30

Backwith the all those old rimes, The rime that orignated from my soul, from my heart.
Those rimes which i does'nt owe to anyone.
The rime that keep playing in my mind.
How did we ever go so far, you touched my soul and shown me space of stars.
For the first time in my life i'm crying,Gonna fly like falcon to the space that no one belongs.
It should'nt hurt me the stars burning miles away,but for the first time in my life i'm crying.
Are we in love or shame of whole this world we can't deny.
My space is empty with the young dreams in eyes, thr's no easy way out of this supervane mind.

Shew!!! did you like that,well i don't duh!!
I always write crap, but thats how i'm gonna improve i guess so can't help it.
Me back from delhi, it was a booooorrrrring trip.
Nothing much to do thr other than watching the T.V.
My home alone day's will be over soon expecting my room mates to arrive within few hours.
The days are passing in a blink, time is like sand slipping through your hands and when you try to hold it tight it even flows out quicker.
Well i myself don't know what my blog is all about, but what i know is that i like this thing.
I write whatever comes to my mind nothing predetermined.
One can say it insanity but i don't care.
Well i strummed for the whole night, Again playing those rimes you feel like heaven.
I'm a rookie in the club, but still i manage to play that much sufficient for myself.
Try strumming Tears in heaven,Hero,Heaven,Whats my age again......
Enough roving for me here, cya latter.

Fake are those who pretend to be lucid at heart.

Good morning

Mani Arora

CIAO

2006-10-01T17:13:00.000+05:30

Hey guys these past few days were fun, enjoyed myself. After rendezvous life seems to be very boring.Well today i'm going to delhi to see my relatives, so in the mean time enjoy n Happy Dusherra to all of you.

Remember always play safe.

Take Care

A.D.I.E.U

Mani Arora

Just another wasted day

2006-09-30T01:38:00.000+05:30

Don't expect me to start again with some poetic stuf. Well i'm all alone here at my room, you know it's fun to be alone sometimes. It's a differnt experience obviously it's not the first time. I love being alone. Well i watched two movies with coke, it was fun as movies were good .So now what, i'm falling short of words . What else shall i write umm let me think , yes i'll be alone here till sunday evening.So any one wanna come, is welcome,but do bring some eatables with you. I'm hungry all the time.Preferably choco cake with coke or juice,some ice cream else what you want, but do come soon.I'm waiting for you.

I'm out now, time to go.

Remember Rhythm is a dancer!!!!!!

Take care

A.D.I.E.U

Mani Arora

Sine qua non

2006-09-29T04:10:00.000+05:30

All my high's low's and in between's is all beacause of you.
You are the reason i wake up every day and sleep through night.
In the middle of night i'm going down, you have all of me all i want is you.
I just want to tough you,hold you in my arms, you are the reason only you.
I'm waiting for the day to make you mine, i can't take it any more.
You make it real when you come out of my dreams, you are the reason only you.

Hmm again me and again that stupid stuf of mine any ways hangover of iit is finally over.
So here come the same old boring life.
Still got enough memories that rendering week of my life.
Hey good news i shall be doing some project at ntpc, well i do.
Result of the last sem was not at all satisfactory even any result of mine was.
Hope to get some good marks this sem to move up my aggregate.
Now it's time focus on career, i should seriously try for some placement.
Well i never had any aim and don't have any still now.
I do belive in dreams, coz only my dreams give me the strength to live.
We won at iit-d everyone is happy but for what,
It was just another competition
what is next
why are doing all this
why are we exerting so much
practising hard every time, going beyond our physical limits.
Distroying our body for what.
Ya dancing is my passion and that's the best thing in me i thing in me.
But why for what' just for the joy, i never found the reason behind our this madness.
But still i love doing all this.
Well i shall be alone at pg ,as everyone else here are going home.
It's good for me.
Well we(me n jassi) watched two movies today.
Thr's a warning for you guy's never ever watch MADHUBAALA
it's a heck of jalli movi, total bhoruism.
It's time to dream now, till then listen to some good hindi shit.
I'll be back.........

CIAO

Mani Arora

Rendition night of Elixir

2006-09-27T02:06:00.000+05:30

DISCLAIMER:

This Post is dedicated to F.L.I.R.T.
............................................................................

Words fails to deliver the intended meaning and emotions.

A dream come true for us still those moment passing in front of my eyes while i'm typing,
i vividly remember that moment, everyone of us running blindly towards the stage,all i can hear is the espousal crowd shouting our college name. Oh ...........

Dream Dream Dream,
Your dreams converts to your thoughts,
Your thought converts to your actions.

Three years back from now we started off at IIT-Delhi, the origin of F.L.I.R.T .
Five boys formed a group , performed among the best in the bussiness,resulting as a losing team who failed to even qualified for the finals.
That failure motivated them to improve and to become the best ti thr caliber.
Next year five boys+three girls with the intentions of winning this time tried hard,but they only can make it to the finals with resulting as the 5th team among the 10 participating teams.
This year again those old boys came together leaving thr training and every neccessory work for one single aim i.e to win this time. They know that they got a chance this time.

Well our hopes started going down when we come to know about the rules. Thr was a seven ppl criterion and we were failing to match that one . Some how we manage 8 ppl at the last.Before the prelims i was expecting a big blunder at the stage but every thing was fine in the end. We are through for the finals.The second round was really prepared in roughly 4-5 hr's.With no full practise we got on stage to give our best shot.I accept was a bit nervous in the second round coz i'm short of practise because of duties that are assigned to me but i still managed to do it some how.

All of hard work was repaid in the end, though thr was a trumoil in our minds after hearing the runner up teams, but still i have a hope, i remember that when the name of winning team was about to reveal i looked at the sky,ppl were shouting our college name and when our college name was announced , my feet were off the ground .I ran towards stage blindly,shouting with joy. That was the moment of my life.
I heartily thanks all the boys and girls with whom i ever danced,
Thank you F.L.I.R.T for giving new dimensions to my dancing,whatever i have learnt is all because of you ppl.I still remember my school days from where i started dancing. It was 5th class to be precise.

Everyone one knows what he/she have in themselves,but all it takes is some effort to bring it up in front of the world.

I'm a F.L.I.R.T and i always be......................................

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Take care

ciao
Mani Arora

Coltish or a Comatose

2006-09-15T04:24:00.000+05:30

Well we are slowly but surly gearing up for the iit-d.But we are on the verge of creating a great mess,coz 3-4 guys are totally new.And this time nun of us took it seriously, it seems as if every one was in comatose,we know every thing,we know we have to do it!!!!. Huh! leave it any ways we hav'nt finished our first around sequence and we have to prepare one more for second round. No costumes, no funds why we do all the things at the last moment ? Let's see what happens next nothing can go more wrong than this,well it can if the other guys refuse to come to noida Hahahaha, we all will be dead,Today i have one more interview ,but for some technical job this time .
That's enough for today, rest next time .

"IT'S BETTER TO RULE IN HELL, THEN TO SERVE IN HEAVEN"

Go deep into these lines.

Play safe,keep yourself busy.

TC

A.D.I.E.U

Mani Arora

Tranquillizer

2006-09-10T02:17:00.000+05:30

=> Dream, Dream , Dream my dreams transform to my thoughts and my thoughts become my action.

Ahoy not again yaar,well is'nt this kinda stuff,sounds abit rusty.
So me back again this time quite soon then i expected.well having a weekend here, not me the others who like to get drunk.Finally the track is ready and even the dance too. But ??? Still to counter a fathead guy,who likly to ruin the performance with his innovations.
With no commonality at all what else i can say. What ever we have to do it for the heck of it ,because of the rules.With a meager diet we keep practising(this is a lie [;)]).
Seriously i don't want to be bumptious in this regard, uptill now it's a totally mess,every thing is prepared in bits and pieces.
Totally full of raw energy, but feels that we are bounded to our limits,it seems as if somthing's missing.We are getting use to a particular style of dancing,need to explore thing beyond this.
Well whatever i say but these dance sessions full filled the need of tranquillizer.So i wasted this post talkin about the dance huh!!.Everyone else here are busy in playing cards.
Time to go, cya....
Till then listen to IRIS by Goo Goo Dolls

Take Care

A.D.I.E.U

Mani Arora

Be Poised To Do

2006-09-09T03:25:00.000+05:30

I Wish you in my dreams,but this dream ended too soon.
I Wish you in the stars at the mid night,but i waited for so long and the night is gone.
I Wish you in the dawn of the day,but the sun is setting way too soon.
I Wish you in the moon light,but it hideout in the clouds.
I Wish you my angel to say i love you.................................
I Wish,I Wish for a wish to come true.........................
I Wish and can only wish.................................

What a crap huh!!
Well here i am and this is me.
Huh ain't that sounds a bit rusty !!!
well whatever leave this issue.
so back on my blog after a long time again,seriously seldom gets time to come online.
well the past few weeks are mundane, nothing to deal with, no work, no training and even java , was instilling, but the last topic was trodded.
"Don't let your hopes to dwindle,stand tall and let the difficulties know that you are difficult"
Nice na one of my friend use to say these words to me whenever i'm on the lower side.
Well good news for all of us w've been gyrating again,as we have iit-d coming..
F.L.I.R.T is back to rock again hahaha nice one.
It's quite sultry , so we use to sweat alot during the practise sessions.
Well enough for now ,i'll be back soon
Be your own world and explore yourself,till then
A.D.I.E.U

Mani Arora

Behid the blue eye's

2006-08-27T05:55:00.000+05:30

Behind these blue eye's, you can see pain of stifled,ruffled soul,a eternal flame trying to alleviate.
Behind these blue eye's, an epic full of misteries,unfazed stories endeavouring to come out.
Behind these blue eye's, a deep ocean waiting for some one to reveal it's secrets.
Behind blue eye's, a flood of empty dreams,like the stars that shines in the midnight.
Behind these blue eye's, a fear that haunt your dreams.
Behind these blue eye's, break of dawn,looking to converse.
Behind these blue eye's, a mist silent rime,crying for bliss.

Wo Wo Wo what was that, what happen to me???????
Well i'm back again after a long time.I'll try not to post a depressive one like the previous one.
Finally on training some how.So living at noida with four other freaks.Observing some changes in myself.Every time i sit alone i find myself in turmoil due to all these headstroms goin on.
I think my behaviour is getting ruthless,i need to be virtuous.Ain't i started playing those old strings again.Leave it man.I really don't have any clue why i'm writting all this and it's 6:30 a.m now. I need a tranquillizer,i barely sleep these days.Feeling weary now so won't be able to write for long any how i'm not gonna write a epic here,also this is my second attempt for this blog lost the first one before publishing.Well life is no good here don't know exactly what to do,i thought i'm embarked on a ship which is without compass.today oops sorry i mean yesterday we celebrated sobi's birthday in advance,the shahi paneer was not that good ,frankly i did'nt enjoyed the meal at all.Every time i write here ,i feel relieved so decided to espouse with blogging .Well sobi is here , it's time to sleep, have a movie to watch at 10 a.m. That's all for now
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A.D.I.O.S

Mani Arora

There may be luck in getting a good job.

2006-07-04T01:23:00.000+05:30

Well here i am back, after a long time. It's quite long since i last posted somthin here ,well as usual dun have much to say.The last month was the toughest time i ever faced in my life ,no sign of training yet.Dad want me to do my training here at hoshiarpur but i don't wanna stay here.Today got rejection from patni computers as well . So decided to go to autometer atlast got no options now. Damm i hate this kinda work . Well let's see if i can get thr.Talked to a cousin of mine today he is in gurgaon, i have to see what he can do for me. I think i'm suffering from insomia .Well now i'm fed up of all this surfing about industries etc.Aseem will be happy to see this blog. What else i can talk, havin a nasty time out here. Dun have much to do besides whaching tv for whole day.Most of my time goes either in surfing on net or on the phone.I think i tried as hard as i can on my own,but ended up with nothing.But i think that's what we call life n have to live like that dun always get what we want.A good news today i updated my system with sp3 build 2.

The remarkable thing about most of us is
our ability to live beyond our means.

Enough for now can't write more. quite a depressive n frustrated post but good for me . Feeling good now. Take Care Cya

Try to live the life

Am i looking for this

2006-04-23T20:27:00.000+05:30

Parahelion went good, much better performance than the annual's.But thr was no competition , so can't really grade ourselves. Got the offer to work in a punjabi video in main frame as a model, Is this the opportunity ,for which i'm looking for dun know really what i want to do in life. living a direction less life i guess. living the life day by day is good that's what i belive in but??? what next ? Really confused now n dun know why i keep on ignoring this fact. fooo leave it gettin too sentti ha ha ha. Let see what time holds for me. for now, i'm rejecting that offer. That's not the level i'm looking for. n i can do it coz i have nothing to loose here rather than wastin time in such things i think i should concentrate on my studies.hmm..yap..oh... gatta go for dinner..

A Friend

2006-04-23T18:42:00.000+05:30

friend is a happy trial,
that leads your dreams come true
and I thank god for giving me,
a special friend like you.

friends are those who extend a hand,
when you are sinking into deep quicksand.

marriages, they say, are made in heaven,
but friends, like pearls are picked and chosen
yet blessed are those who possess a friend
who is steadfast and sincere till the end.

friends are like candles burning bright,
taking care of you with their guiding light.

friends are those who like glue, stick
through the times that are thin and thick.

friends are those who willingly share,
both mirth misery with equal care.

friends are those who lend a ear,
to hear your anguish and bring you cheer.

friends are those who lend their shoulder,
in time of distress to make you bolder.