Am i looking for this

Parahelion went good, much better performance than the annual's.But thr was no competition , so can't really grade ourselves. Got the offer to work in a punjabi video in main frame as a model, Is this the opportunity ,for which i'm looking for dun know really what i want to do in life. living a direction less life i guess. living the life day by day is good that's what i belive in but??? what next ? Really confused now n dun know why i keep on ignoring this fact. fooo leave it gettin too sentti ha ha ha. Let see what time holds for me. for now, i'm rejecting that offer. That's not the level i'm looking for. n i can do it coz i have nothing to loose here rather than wastin time in such things i think i should concentrate on my studies.hmm..yap..oh... gatta go for dinner..